I don’t believe in karma. But if it is real I feel that me fucking over the only girl I can honestly say I was in love with plays a part in the fact that every girl I have pursued since we broke up on new years day 2007 has been clinically insane or a total fucking bitch. I can’t seem to find anyone who even compares to her. And when I think I do they either want nothing to do with me or decide they’re going to play fucking games. I’m a very straight forward and very honest person. I don’t play any fucking games. I’m not going to pretend I’m something I’m not in order to entertain you. I just want to find someone real. Is that too much to ask? Probably…