Hello everybody, now i am no writer and i immediately apologize to Zach Roth for how awful this note will be written. But, on to the actual purpose of this, this is essentially a farewell, an apology anda thank you to everyone who has been in my life for the past 20 years, to everyone who shaped me into the person i am for better or for worse. I would like to start with the apologies, first off im sorry to all of my friends that i, stopped hanging out with, let down, or went and became a different person on. i mean it’s not 100% my fault, i guess, because a lot of you changed as well. it’s life and it is what it is, i guess. Next i would like to apologize to any of my past relationships, im not going to use names because you all know who you are and what we went through, but im sorry for cheating, im sorry for lying, im sorry for being an asshole, im sorry for changing my mind, and im sorry for just not paying enough attention or letting you know how i feel. if i could go back and right my wrongs i would, but who wouldn’t? and if you could then life would be pointless and everyone would be perfect. life is about making mistakes and growing from them. it’s also about forgiveness and retribution, without forgiveness there is no reason to grow from your mistakes and learn to become a better person because there is no retribution, there is no reward. anger and sadness teaches us we made a mistake, and forgiveness (or at least the possibility of) helps us learn from it, helps us try to become a better person. As for the “thank you”s those go to everybody, even the negative experiences, because as stated before without them i wouldn’t be who i am. i won’t go into those though, but thank you all of my friends for being there when i needed you, caring about me when something goes wrong, just anything thank you for everything. and as for the farewell, i understand i am only going to be gone for roughly 3 months, but this is a huge step in my life and i don’t know where you all will be in 3 months. anything could happen. so regardless of me leaving or not this all should have been said to let you know how greatful i truly am, but once again it takes something major to let everyone know how i feel. I haven’t had the best past 2 weeks, but i only have 2 weeks left to be with all of you until december so im going to try to make the most of it. if i don’t happen to see some of you in the next 2 weeks, just let this be our goodbye. once again, thank you, everybody, for everything you’ve done for me. i’ll see you in december.”