I will never declare anyone or anything as my lord. i am my own entity. i make my own decision and declare my own path in a seemingly meaningless existence, but i make the most of it, not to impress a potentially fictitious monotheistic entity, not to gain access to an equally questionable transcendental hereafter of the holiest magnitude, but to live a life as i see comfortable and fulfilling. hoping there is something after our time here is one thing, a good thing, you should never stop hoping, but having faith in such an uncertainty is so wasteful.